It’s after midnight on a Wednesday-into-Thursday and I’m tired, but restless. I keep getting up to get a bottle of water, brush my teeth, floss, wander around my apartment. And then repeat. Needless to say, I keep having to pee and my teeth are exceptionally clean right now.
I keep thinking about giving up on this blog. I shouldn’t say “give up,” per se, but I’m getting a little tired of blogging all of the time about dating and relationships. In reality, I have had very little experience in that category as of late. I’ve been so focused on buying a condo, working, and volunteering that I’ve neglected that aspect of my life. I’ve had a few moments, here & there, on online dating sites, but they’ve just been irritating me because I feel like it is a rotation of the same types of guys. In fact, no matter what I write in my profile about what is important to me – including education and LTR – I still get the high school graduates who want to just “hook up” writing me all of the time. How can I spell it out that that’s not what I want?
In all seriousness, though, I think I have to stop thinking and just let it go. I think blogging about it puts a certain amount of pressure on me. I have deadlines for Singles Warehouse and if I can’t get inspired, then I sit and pout about how I have no material for blogging.
Anyone have any tips how to get out of this perpetual funk?